Tuesday, December 15, 2009

K-Pop

just copy and paste...the "links" below lah...giv up trying to make the thing work liao

I will oni upload Kara and WG..first...Cos i lazy 1 shot upload all

WG
http://www.mediafire.com/?dnj2imcenl4 (this fool~WG)
http://www.mediafire.com/?dnj2imcenl4 (take it with you~WG)
http://www.mediafire.com/?vjrijnjc3iy (it's not love~WG)
http://www.mediafire.com/?jzyylmicjqd (Nobody~WG WOOOTS)


KARA
http://www.mediafire.com/?znmnymj5yyt (If u wanna~Kara)
http://www.mediafire.com/?xjhj0djuyxm (I am~Kara)
http://www.mediafire.com/?jowjdaycz4n (The two of us~Kara)
http://www.mediafire.com/?komaydnejuw (하니~Kara)
http://www.mediafire.com/?hmmi3twbruj (Pretty Girl~Kara)
http://www.mediafire.com/?id2hlz2mm5m (My darling~Kara)
http://www.mediafire.com/?wyziujdwnwy (나는..(~Kara)

GIMME THE GODDAM CAMERA

Im'm back...and back wif hell lots of albums...and jeans..and no money..pfft...i will start uploading photos once crap ass bitch facker bro gives me the goddam camera..facker

Friday, December 4, 2009

The wait is nearly over

Yea..the wait is nearlt over...i am gonna fli off soon...weess...this little birdie gonna be out of his cage...
Cant wait to get to Korea...Soo many people tell me that place so dam nice...Manzxc...wish I was there rite now....
And can see snow..WOWS...will be like only the second time in my entire life I see snow:D


 

Today...The C's took on the Spurs in San Antonio...I support the C's too...Just that I support the Cav's more...Soo in honour of their win
Today's post shall be GREEN...if it can...i try arh..no guarentteess... I was dam pissed off wif myself..I mistake the match timing..I thought it was 10.30..
Sooo...played X-box till then...then...I turn on TV...see...WTF....half time...WHAT???!!! wah dam pissed off sia...


 

So watch from third quarter lorhs...It was exciting...fast paced...The type of match I like...Not those irritating ones whr..every 20 secs...the ref blows for foul
Keep on interrupting the flow..So pissing...Maan...Gotta say..C's got a strong team...Especially their developing point guard...RAJON RONDO...I think he now one of my
fav point guards...His teamwork wif K-G dam good...their alley-oopps...then his ability of stealing is remarkable...Stole a Richard Jefferson inbound and dunked it home on
the other end..SWEETS..then when Tony Parker leading SA's fastbreak...Rondo whack the ball from Parker's hand..then got a deflection of Parker's knee for Celtics ball...That's real solid D

Points:10 Assists:12

But this San Antonio guy caught my attention in the game...DeJuan Blair...Idk whether I spelled his name correctly anot..so..sorri if I did okays...Though Blair is undersized in the Power Forward position..His athleticism and post up abilities are able to compensate for his lack of height at that position...I feel that he can be one of those lyke emerging guys in the leaugue..Hope he gets the oppt so start wif Tim Duncan...cause wif today's performance..He deserves it manzxc

Points:18 Rebounds:11


 


 

Okay..enuf bball tok...the hols are omost over...Just one more month and back to hitting those shittty books...Ah fuck lah...But haiz...no choice...So must spend the remaining days well...Go Out more...Chillaxzc more...And mousehunt more...Wah,,now speaking of mousehunt...I dam pissedd off wif mh.. Madda...whole effin day i only like log 30k in Cats...like what THE FUCK...I just feel that mousehunt dun lyke me...


 

Anyways...PEACE YO...

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Ninja Gaiden 2...

Well..that's like the biggest scam game on Earth...I swear..Its completely retarded...I mean...Urm..wait..I now oni at chapter 2..stuck at the fight wif Genshin..dam scam lorh...The stupid Impaler thingy do sooo little damage..Then boss one hit..half life gone..What a SCAM!!!


Call of Duty 5

I noe I am dam outdated..what can I do if parents dun allow me buy MW2...sadsad..must wait till my cousin finito wif his campaign then can lend me..ARGHHH...Currently stuck at the final push to the Reichstag part..Ya know the last last part...the part after the sniping thingy...Difficulty is hardened...So harder abit

L4D2

I WANT IT DAM BADLY...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, November 28, 2009

ISSD

I was just wondering...

Ryan Csy is attending International Skip School Day.

Is international skip school day real?? If its really real..I really going to pwn leh
But then..what if..Not real..Then I so stupid think its real..Den I pwn..Then what to do..Next day..

"Oh..sir..dam sorri leh..I thought yesterday was International skip school day mah.."

Or worse..What if ISSD falls on Chinese New Year..Then what school do I have to skip..REALLy..IS ISSD REAL ANOT....

Friday, November 27, 2009

i am bored...

what do u guys do when u are bored??

Suggestions??

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Feels Lyke?

Feels Like Heaven?
Feels Like Dying?
I really don't know...
Just don't want to feel this feeling of mine...
Just want to lead my same old life

Back again
I go...
Thinking of stuff I just wanna let go...
What must I do?
To end my life's greatest low...

My frens tell me that time heals all wounds
That it would soon be all ohkay
Boy baby were they wrong...
Cuase you are the oni one who can take this pain away

This time...
My heart's on the line..
I'd be willing to give it one last try
I don't want to be another broken hearted boy

CSY...I h3arts you
Just so you know...

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

It's unfair that guys like cannot cry...They must be like strong...Girls can let all their emotions out..crying..Guys?...We cannot cry...Cause crying is viewed as unmanly?? Then what we do??

"Real Man don't shed tears...They shed blood..."
What does that mean??Guys cant cry...So they bleed?? So I self-mutilate myself to get all the frustration outta me??..So I bleed..Then I am a true man..What kinda bullshit's that..Why do these tears come at night? Why do these voices come at night? Why do these images come at night?

How can I be a somebody..When God has already destined me to be a nobody..Feel completely like shit...Why can't I have some talent..Like singing? Dancing? Sports? Why issit I have none..And issit some are so gifted? Why is life unfair? Why are there so many questions in life?

JUST WHY...I wish to know..Hopefully someone would tell me...But I think that someone will never hear or see me...I am too small in this world...I am just ryan...Not like her Superman or something...Life suddenly feels so fucked up...Why cant I get her out of my mind..We will never work out...But why do I choose to deny the reality...And keep on living in this shit fantasy world of mine...I want to accept the fact that she and I will neva be one...But..Inside me..Somewhere...Something in me refuses to aceept reality...It wants to keep on living in fantasy...


Can this obsession just pass??
I must stop thinking about us
I need to start thinking straight...
This is something I can't achieve
But why do I refuse to accept the reality??

This is really driving me insane
I can't stop thinking of you each day
I feel like I'm slowly losing my mind...
I feel like I'm about to die...

I am willing to put it all on the line
It's a chance I have to take...
I gotta find an answer
But deep inside I already know
Its gonna be a "no"

Maybe once I cross-over to the other side...
And move forward to eternal life
Through God's willing
I'll be your guardian angel
Your shining light...

Although you will never see me
I will be there for you
Guiding you every step of the way
Wiping your every tear away

I will not stop,Till I see you smile
Then I know my job is done
The finally
I can rest in peace
For Eternity

CSY...

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Can you hear me cry?

Can you hear me cry?


I am only human...I only occasionally have emotional breakdowns..
It is only normal right?? But inside...I feel like I am going crazy...
This infatuation thing...Its gone way too far...
My mind just refuses to accept the fact that 19-year olds pop stars will refuse to date 14 year-old schoolboys
It keeps thinking of some miracle...A Cinderella Love story? Romeo and Juliet?
Hell...This is the real world...There are no such things...no such fairy-tales...
No such Fantasies...But...I can’t accept...I just can’t...WHY?! I DUN FUCKING NOE...
My life’s in the dumps..Why must it be like this? Why...? Why must she come into my life?
Why has she made such a huge influence on me?
Why can’t I just give up...


It just seems impossible
That we would end up as one
We come from two separate worlds
But still...My heart has to let you know...
The moment I first glance upon you
I could not take my eyes of you
You’re just oh so chio
I just can’t find words to describe you
I was at a lost for words
I was stuck like a statue
Your eyes beamed a sparkling light blue
Your smile brightens up my world

Your voice oh so heavenly
Your figure oh so perfect
I was never so in love
You got me taken aback...

The media attracted to you
Your face in every mag after photoshoots...
You appear as guest on talk shows
And even host your own...

You’re always cheerful
Your facial expressions so dam funny
Always never failing to carry a smile
You send my blues away

God has truly blessed you...
And I am so happy for you
Your songs, dance, jokes everything
I cherish every moment I see you

But I do know...
That I ain’t the only guy in this world
I am just your average joe
I just don’t see what I can offer you...

I would give up everything for you
I would do anything for you
I just wish I could see you for real....
But I know...That’s a dream that will never come true...

I am just a little kid
Caught up in such a huge world...
You will never notice me
My cries too soft for you

My heart breaks...
When I ask myself why?
Why? I don’t stand a chance...
Why? I just can’t be your man
My tears freely run down
Why can’t I be with you
Love is unfair....
That is all I know

But still...my love for you will never fade...
I will keep on loving you
Until the day you tell me “No”
Until that day
You’re the only girl in my heart
You’re the only girl I think of
I just hope...
I would just get to see/know you...
But I know hope is frail...
But I will for3va love you...
H3ARTS...

Saturday, November 21, 2009

TESTING USING M-WORD

I trying to see whether I can post wif Microsoft word...If this works...I shall switch officially to this method...

Okay...Hope this works...Pray Hard hard
Loves..
CHOI SOOYOUNG

HAHA..SUP PEEPS..Promise this post will have nothin to do wif K-Pop or Choi Sooyoung..Promise..

Man,Saturday was effing awesomes..Got new T.V. and new X-box Game seh...And the game is rock band...It supposed to be newer than guitar hero and got more newer songs...So will be for the teens like me...

Songs inside I really really like..

Beautiful Soul-Jesse McCartney
Rockstar-N.E.R.D
She will be Loved-Maroon 5
Y.M.C.A-
Sugar we're Going down-FOB
Dirty Little Secret-All American Rejects!!
Pictures of You-Last Goodnight?? Cant Rmb
FINALLY...

GEE-SNSD!!! WOOTS <3<3<3 HAHA..jokes..haha..but I wish I can download inside...or something...then whole condo will hear me singing and dancing GEE...FRIGGING AWESOME...I hope 1 day rite...some Korean smarty will like copi this idea and put all the songs as K-pop songs..WOOOTS..I sure buy that thing mans..Must Hav...

Game Rating-5/5 :D

Note:You might need 5 players to play rock band though the max is only 4...Cuase for drums..You might need 1 dude to step something..and another dude to play the drums...so yea...might just need 5 players...


Now lets talk about my new T.V. babeh...Phillips 42 inch Plasma T.V. babeh..Sui or what seh...Awesomes sia...Finally got Plasma T.V. after wishing for one after sooo long...Can finally watch football and play X-box like on Hi-Def...WOOOTS..that means..lesser time on com!!!! :D:D yay!!!...Which also means..a lesser bored Ryan..and more got life Ryan...Instead of Ryan stoning every 15mins in front of his friggin laptop waiting to sound his hunters horn..BLEH!!!

FINALLY...this really made my day...Its been like finally...Finalised..FINALLY..haha...I AM OFFICIALLY GOING TO KOREA FOR HOLIDAY...SUI..OMGEE..OMFG...CHOI SOOYOUNG here I come..WOOOTSXDXD..hahaha...I will be going on the 8th..or the 9th...cause its midnite flight..so techically speaking..I flying on 9th...but the I have to reach airport before midnite..which means 8th...bleh...dowan confuse myself...Will be following some packaged tour shit wif fellow S'poreans..(Pray for gt some Chio Bu...den can impress her wif my Korean speaking skills)...Will be going Everland...Ski Resort...then SHOPPPINNGGGG...I yet to create a list lah..But criteria number 1...the oni reson..the main reason for going Korea...

SNSD GEE DVD
SNSD GENIE DVD
SNSD 1ST MINI-ALBUM
CHOI SOOYOUNG'S AUTOGRAPH..AHHHHH.(screams some like retarded gal seeing Justin Bieber)

You might say I siao..Go so far just to buy CD when can buy here...But dis aunty tell me..In S'pore...Dun sell le..Cause they will oni ship in once..Once sold out...Then tooo bad...

I will be back on the 14th...or 15th...I not sure lah...wa laos...dam effing short lorhs...How to meet CHOI SOOYOUNG LIKEDDATS...SIANS :'):'):') Hope..HOPE...LORHS..


H H
O O
P P
E E

Friday, November 20, 2009

I H3ARTS CHOI SOOYOUNG!!~!! <3<3

Sup dudes...Today like finally got posting results...wa seh...I in 326 seh...326 FTW!! I like noe half the class there alreadyies...and whr got pai kia...Scaly I go there bcome some gansta crap...CHOI...I must must MUST be a guai guai boi from now on...

Speaking of the word...Yea...my new luv is SNSD..ya shud noe bout thats now..If u dun...You either fcktard..retard..ducktard...Eggtart..Or all four combined :D:D...

AND MY FAV GAL IN SNSD...CHOI SOOYOUNG...I LUV YOU!!!!!!!! (prays dam hard she sees dis...cause she her hobby is internet...ahhh...pray...prays hard)~Like real hard hard...And to make things simple for her...


당신이 최 수영 사랑
싱가포르에서 가장 큰 팬이
제발, 제발 싱가포르에 와서
너무 이쁜 수영
내가 마음을 당신이 수영
난 정말 열심히기도는 당신이보기 힘든
제발, 제발 이걸보고

Wells..that come to end of post...Gotta zao and pray..so sorri peeps...I praying hard hard now..Pray too leh...She and SNSD may come to S'pore!!! PLEASE....PLEASE...

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

GEE GEE GEE


Aha! Listen boy
My first love story
My angel and my girls
My sunshine
Oh! Oh! Let's go!

Neomuneomu meotjyeo nuni nuni busyeo
Sumeul mot swigesseo tteollineun girl
Gee Gee Gee Gee Baby Baby Baby
Gee Gee Gee Gee Baby Baby Baby

Oh neomu bukkeureowo chyeodabol su eobseo
Sarange ppajyeosseo sujubeun girl
Gee Gee Gee Gee Baby Baby Baby
Gee Gee Gee Gee Bab Bab Bab Bab Bab Bab

Eotteoke hajyo (eotteokhajyo)
Tteollineun maeum (tteollineun mameunyo)
(Dugeundugeundugeundugeun) dugeun dugeungeoryeo bamen jamdo mot irujyo

Naneun naneun babongabwayo
Geudae geudaebakke moreuneun babo geuraeyo geudael boneun nan

Neomu banjjak banjjak nunibusyeo No No No No No
Neomu kkamjjak kkamjjak nollan naneun Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh
Neomu jjaritjjarit momi tteollyeo Gee Gee Gee Gee Gee
Jeojeun nunbit Oh Yeah joheun hyanggi Oh Yeah Yeah Yeah

Oh neomu neomu yeppeo mami neomu yeppeo
Cheotnune banhaesseo kkok jjibeun girl
Gee Gee Gee Gee Baby Baby Baby
Gee Gee Gee Gee Baby Baby Baby

Neomuna tteugeowo manjil suga eobseo
Sarange tabeoryeo hukkeunhan girl
Gee Gee Gee Gee Baby Baby Baby
Gee Gee Gee Gee Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba Ba

Eojjeomyeon joha (eojjeomyeon johayo)
Sujubeun naneun (sujubeun naneunyo)
(Mollamollamollamolla)
Molla mollahamyeo maeil geudaeman geurijyo

Chinhan chingudeureun malhajyo
Jeongmal neoneun jeongmal motmallyeo
Babo hajiman geudael boneun nan

Neomu banjjak banjjak nunibusyeo No No No No No
Neomu kkamjjak kkamjjak nollan naneun Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh
Neomu jjaritjjarit momi tteollyeo Gee Gee Gee Gee Gee
Jeojeun nunbit Oh Yeah joheun hyanggi Oh Yeah Yeah Yeah

Maldo motaenneun geol neomu bukkeureowo haneun nal
Yonggiga eomneungeolkka eotteokhaeya joheungeolkka
Dugeundugeun mam jorimyeo barabogo inneun na

Neomu banjjak banjjak nunibusyeo No No No No No
Neomu kkamjjak kkamjjak nollan naneun Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh
Neomu jjaritjjarit momi tteollyeo Gee Gee Gee Gee Gee
Jeojeun nunbit Oh Yeah joheun hyanggi Oh Yeah Yeah Yeah

Neomu banjjak banjjak nunibusyeo No No No No No
Neomu kkamjjak kkamjjak nollan naneun Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh
Neomu jjarit jjarit momi tteollyeo Gee Gee Gee Gee Gee
Jeojeun nunbit Oh Yeah joheun hyanggi Oh Yeah Yeah Yeah









OMG..just so in love with that song...So sad I cannot upload vids on my blog..thx to suck ass com...or suck ass me..I think its me...OMG..I just like cant stop listening to GEE!!! Even when playing X-box I am listening to it...Like playing NBA 08...I just got to listen to GEE...!!! Just gives me the OOOMPH to do that facial dunk HAHA..Omg...The beat just so catchy...Everything sooo effin nice about that song...Like now my FAV..FAV..FAV song of all time...I played it on Ipod over 60 times in just 2 days...HAHAHA....I JUST <3 it sooo much!!!! H3ARTS!!!

Haha..enuf tokin abt Gee..enuf tokin...But cant stop listening!!!!!! G333 FOR3VA!!!! SNSD FTW!!!!Haha..Kay..lest I get into another wacko Gee frenzee...Hahaa...2day was way cooler than yesterday..Cause 2day I got to touch my X-box!!! WOOOTS...haha..Cause grandma came back from Bangkok :D:D...HAHA..I got like 2 shirts,3 shorts and a sweater..Not bad eh...What not bad...AW3SOM3Z!!!...Prac spended( Wah english hen cha leh :P) whole morning playing my X-BOX...till like 1.30 left for school to meet up wif my bro,kawan,dude,holmy,nic gan :D

Went to play b-ball at Tanglin CC...Man after a long long long time not playing any ball...I sucked to the bottom of the Earth's core...maybe even suckier...Like really sucky...Oh..and the rim sucked balls too...Dam bouncy and tall...I swear the rim like friggin grew 2 inches lorh...I effing swear...Cuase I did not shrink...meant it oni could grow larh...like duh...common sense larh pl0x...Meaning...rain tooo effing much in S'pore liaos...FCK OFF RAIN GOD..STOP PISSING OVER S'PORE...GO PISS SOMEWHERE

Oh...and if Nic Kobe,MacGrady, Gan sees this...Okay..You did not deprove lorh!!!!!

Went to AMK Hub for awhile...wanted to check out some stuff..Like see whether got any shop selling SNSD CDs...Neva find one yet lorh sians seh...FCK LARH...so then went to game shop...then nowadays game shop let you play those old old game larh..so..there was PES 2009(soccer game for those who dun noe)..Wah..the game dam tough siol...Okay larh...I n00b larh...But stewl dam hard kays...Got fcking owned by the effin comp...Like 3-1..Eh...I score 1 on first game is pro liao horhs...do not under-estimate me...ya larh...Like as if Lyon can thrash Man Utd 3-1...FCK...I DAM NOOB...Fifa 08 is like so much easier...LIKE REALLY!!!!...I can score like 30-0..then dis one is like I lose 3-1...If not for Van Der Sar rite..I like my ah kong says it:" SU KA LAO KUI AH!!"---meaning..Lose until pants drop...also means...LOSE TILL NO FACE LARH...CAUSE PANTSS DROP..U NOE!!!

GEE
GEE
GEE
GEE
ON
REPEAT
=
A
VERY
VERY
HAPPY
HAPPY
RYAN
GEE
<3
<3
<3

PEACE

Saturday, November 14, 2009

This is a delayed post frum yesterday cause yesterday...was aboit busi for me...concentrating on 4 chats at one time aint easi u noe...

But yesterday was frigging awesome...Went for a movie marathon wif Cheryl,Clarissa and Natalie(hope I got names right :P)...Watched three movies...First is...My gf is an Agent...I knows I watched liaos...but I did noe mind watching it again...And through this action...I am not a bloodi rich kid kay...The movie pwned again wif its lame humor which was effin awesomez...

Ltr went to watch Astroboy...MaN that show was real Boringzz...The oni cool thing is the animation...It had a quite predictible storyline...Just like cloudy...But this I don't know...more kiddy?Just did not appeal to me...Kept awake oni by some iddiot fag bhind me keep kikin my chair..real fag...

Then...probably one of the best movies to watch right now...2012...Man that show was..at some parts funny..some parts dam saddening...I nearly cried okay...So its saddening...Den dere were parts which are like dam scarry...When the Earth like splits and then everyone and thing gets sucked into the Earth's core...Man...I just really hope 2012 aint true...But I got to tell you dis...Pls tell me in C-Box whether u believe or dun believe..K...


It was said that prophets before Jesus predicted the coming of the exodus...Egyptians predicted the coming of the apocalypse...Mayans too believe this...And some scientist fear that Nostradamus is true...Cause due to some factors...According to Jesus...There were to be 7 signs of the Apocalypse(2012)...Okay...so there was the Asian Tsunami 2004...Killer Earthquake in Sichuan...the Iraq war...Global Warming...Severe Droughts...Hurricane Katrina...Scientist predict that all these signs lead to the 7 signs of the apocalypse...And to make matters worse...Jesus before his death...Had told his disciples that the world will end in the 21st century...when we humans have totally forgotten about God...And its a way of God punishing us...

I do believe part of that bullshit...But It may seem quite urmm...urmm..far-fetched...But really what if 2012 is true? What if we gonna die lehs?? SO how?? Dun worri...I have made up an ultimate 2012 survival guide...

1)A dam effin good car... Oh and include driver...

2)A dam good plane...And pilot...

3)Just hell hell lot of $$$$$$$ and luck...WILL NEED IT!!!

That my ultimate survival guide...It actually also shud include being a fren of rich Chinese...Cuase Being cheena will boost ur chances of survival....watch the movie and ya'll will understand...So hope ya'll peeps do find time to catch this effin ridiculous awesom movie 2012!!!

Peace

Thursday, November 12, 2009

SNSD <3<3<3



Okay mans..Who needs S.H.E nowadays...who needs Pussycat dolls...Presenting my new fav <3<3 all-gal band...SNSD...SNSD FOR3VA!! You may think that they oni got looks...welll u wrong larh..they can sing,dance,and look good!! Shud listen to Gee,Genie,Baby Bay and Into a New World...they are all dam dam nice songs...can ask me for a download link...

The group is dam big as you can see...9 lehs...I cannot remember their names larh...Urmm...Anyways...I <3 ALLL LARH....SO HARD TO CHOOSE THE CHIOEST...THEY ARE ALL SO CHIO IN THEIR OWN SPECIAL WAY....Okay...enuf crap talk okay...SNSD post must have pics...like hell lots of dem...so trash talk stops here...mega chiong upload starts now...


Okay maybe now I may have figure out my fav....No wait wait...Not 1..urm wait let me see ah...Okay...1..2...3...4?? I guesss...So ready for my top 4 SNSD gals(this is in terms of looks...so shuddup...if u referring to talent..anyways they all tie for talented whats...so heck care)Manszxc...this is tough..change larh..top 5 larh

Starting with number 5....NO DRUMROLLS SHALL BE NEEDED...

Coming in at number 5..gentlemen..no ladies haha..ladies and gentlemen...
SUNNY!!!
OMFG...I lam like so falling for her smile..wa laos...oni if my gf can smile like that...then I everyday...I everyday...dam dam dam dam dam dam happy...Words cant decribe my happiness:P The pic says it all...


Okay from here..its dam dam dam dam hard...


Number 4..took me almost like 20mins to decide this...actually just 2 mins...
Number 4 is HyoYeon :D:D:D:D:D:D
I noe dam sss...ahhh...ooohhhh..hot hot hot right...Cannot resist...man...






Number 3...oso dam hard...
Number 3 is....is....is....is....if u are here(u cheated..u jumped 4 "is")...is....
Number 3 is Yoona...

Sorry vry little pics....





This one is dam tough....I spent really...really...like 20mins choosing this...I could not make up mind lorh...felt like giving a tie..but cannot...soo...through...urm...haiz...enuf crap...here is number 2 in my top-5...
Number 2 is Yuri :( I wanted her to be number 1 oso....





Okay...here goes...number 1 for me...is...is...is...
Number 1=SOOYOUNG WOOTS :D <3<3<3 :D:D





Okay..total time taken for this post...for thinking...finding pics...typing....to having to uploading pics on stupid com...time taken just for this is 1 hour+++...still counting...so I decided Not to colour this up...Anyways..how to colour this up when my FONT colour button gone..?!??!

ANYWAY JUST WANNA END OF WITH...SNSD FOR3VA <3<3<3

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Unknown title

Sup...Actually today's post was dedicated to my new found Love...but I changed it to something more boringzzzZZZzzz...Okay...just a short shou-out to my new found love...I LOVE U SNSD...okay...hold up...I ain't some freak who loves 9 gals okay...Just..U noe..boys are like that...infatuation..blah blah blah...Okay...next post will go out to my love...loves...I promise...

I noe my computer is really f-ed up...When posting my previous 10++ posts...I cannot change colour...upload videos...And I cannot put up links...Screw my com....OKay...today went to Iluma,Bugis Street,Bugis Junction with family...Went there actually to buy SNSD album...but all three dun hav lorh..what the hellszxc...Wasted..feel so sad :)...But at Bugis Street..saw SPADE selling skinnies for like 30 bucks...so I decided go try...As I have been wanting to buy a pair of skinnies for a dam long time...Dam happpy...I FINALLY BOUGHT A PAIR...WOOOTS....WOOOTS...WOOOOTS....Then also bought a purple shirt...shirt+skinny=perfect match...dam friggin elated(wow...cheem word seh)

Den ltr...My bro started to bitch lorh...he dam fan one lorh...ppl happy purposely must wan to make dem pek cek...@#*! you...From eating Fish&Co...ended up...eating at stupid Food Court..Not that I hate foood courts larh...Just that...Fish&Co lehs..my fav lorh...den in the end...KOPITIAM...sians pl0x...Haiz but no choice lorh...Wat to do...I got this gay-fag brother...Why he not girl ah...sometimes I wonder that...

After dinner....Squeeze into trains and made our way back to Novena...On the way...At City Hall...cause gt APEC(wateva dat is...) Got police and Commandos lorh....Then the P.A. announce.."If you see any suspicious looking person or article...Please inform our counter..or dial 999.." Then the police ppl start staring at me like I some Mas Selamat like that...Eh I noe I hav skin colour of malay larh...but pls larh...LOng hair lehs...Stupid ppl...blind issit...

So now..just nothing to do lorh...Sit in front of com...hoping someone come online chat wif me...but everybody gone camping...haiz...sians++++...Just finished Ice-Cream...dunno frum where..but veri veri nice :D...Aiyaz...now go see some SNSD MVs..BYEBYE

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

HOLLA HOLLA HOLLA

Today...watched My GF is an agent...Its frigging awesome like hellszxxcc...I swear...Laughed my complete ass off during the movie...Then there was this guy...or freak...sitting next to me laughed like dam frigging loud and weird...dam urmmmm...idk how to say..urmm...urmm...idk lurh!!!...Just dam weird...freaky...other than that it was a GREAT GREAT MOVIE...and u guys shud all go watch it....$$ Worth..Guarentteee:D

Just one of the Things-TO-DO list this holiday...Its to dye my hair...Reddish-Gold...fringe area...I noe will look dam ah beng larh..but who cares..My hair...My rules...My lost lorh...Most is becomes botak..just like I was 6 months...Oh and to those ppl who doubt I have hair...look at my pics...YES I DO HAVE HAIR....MUAHHAHAHAHA..Now tryna my best to persuade moms to get it done..she say will be dam ex...cause it double colours...haiyaz...all plain excuses one lurhs...but I will get my hair dyed..."no matter what"(okay larh...maybe somethings can matter lurh...)

I also like dowan to look forward to tomorrow lehs...gonna be so boringzzZZZzzz...So sad grandma's away...Miss he cooking :')..Ya larh...AH MA'S boi...But I am proud of that...I have best Ah'Ma in the world :D:D....Hope she hav fun in Bangkok(Holiday purposes)..Aiyahz...tmr morning again sleep lorhs..nothing to do...frens all on ACE camp...den i not going cause MEDICAL reasons...yeah right...Nice xcuse lurh...Oso nothing nice on cable TV to watch...oh wellszxc...stick to watching anime on Utube den...GSD FTW...Den afternooon got appointment with psychiatrist...at least get to get out of my frigging house..YAYNESS!!! Den ltr...dunno?? Hopefully can do SOMETHING...life becoming hen sian lorhs...I miss school...LIKE FOR ONCE...I MISSS 212...SHIT LURH...why cannot b together longer...Haiz...

Now...prepasring to sleep...Notice a drastic dip in blog traffic...And I ain't blaming ya'll..ITS A BORINGzzZZZzzz blog in the first place...Having 200 views already I dam happi++...Lets hit 1k :D:D...Oh and listen to techno...dam cools...IDK why alot of ppl dun liek it lorh...Quite nice whuts...Cascada and Kingdom Heats...Go try lehs...Just try :D..You'll nvr noe?

Friday, November 6, 2009

let me try upload this

1)http://www.mediafire.com/?yxom1iyz1n1

There is something wrong with my com...it does not allow me to put up links..so just copy and past the website thingy...it shud work..I tried it...any probs just tell me yea...hav fun...

Oh by the way...the song is not RnB...Its techno..yea...Dj Cammy-poison...hope ya guys enjoys...

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Hello~~Wiiinn

My gawd..It certainly has been awhile since I last posted any random crap...And I just got back from the best class chalet I ever attended...I dowan to part with 212..Foreva 212!!! Okay...tok abt chalet ltr yea? Now talk abt HALLO--WIII..I noe its like abit late..like 6 days late..aiya 6 days nia...

Okay..Halloween..went down to safra Mountbatten to play pool..with Leon,Sammuel,Ander,Keith,Elliot,Gerald,Darryl,Eugene..hmm..i missed out any?? oh yeah...MR.COOL!!!(Mr.Kooh)...Kenneth...wateva...Hahha..he pwned us in pool...I must say that my pool skills are "improving"..cause it is sooo sucky that it can't deprove:D:D...gt bored from pool and decided to play billards...To rate..pool is funner...cause at least can pocket some balls...billards the table so big...and the ball heavier..I in the end start scratching the table sians...

After pool...we wanted to go to 6th avenue go do trick and treating hahaa...But first need a halloween costume...so went down to Queensway shopping centre..Dun Have..then Anchor Point..oso dun have...in the end...We started browsing bicycle decks...There were pink bicycle decks...still say Anchorpoint gt nothing ah...So later we realised we had spent too much time searching for costumes...and we are making Darius wait for us at King Albert Mac for almost an hour...Quickly chiong our way there...

There at Mac..Darius already had with him like sooo many costumes...then we came up with like some stupid idea to wear the outfits to order Mac..End result-ROFLAMO!!!!!!!

Then as Mac is having the Monopoly promo thingy...We quickly go see whether can claim anything anot...and all the people that dowan their mac coupons..we quickly go tikam from them...50K up for grabs..who would not want...There is only one Sentosa Cove...And it is definitely in KAP...cause it like the Mac HQ of S'pore...

By the time finish all the eating,gambling,talking crap,and tikaming people stuff...it was already 11.00...Ang Mohs would have been sleeping..and so at Mac we were..sitting there dunno what to do...Came up with an idea to watch late night movie...but all the movies not that nice...So in the end...Balek Kampong..Sianzzz

To be continued...Haha..I noe I very likedat ones...

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

CAMWHORE SLUTZ


:D??


Wo Zai Xiang She Me??


EMO KIA :(












I noe I cannot camwhore so..pls larh..do expect like not so very nice pics...But instead do expect like some kinda of like spastic..lame..ROFLAMO...type of pics...Seriously...guys dun camwhore..We ain't camwhoreslutz...We are guys..and we have an image to uphold(bullshit)...ARHHH...so here..presenting...Idk why I even bother to take pics of myslef locked up in a room..but ohwells...be glad that I actually bothered BOTHERED BOTHERED to camwhore...or tried to camwhore..Cause...urm dis ain't considered camwhore at all larh pls...so laoyapok...

PAISEH..PAISEH...POOR QUALITY...NOOBY CAMERAMAN HERE...PLASTIC BAGS READY FOR PUKING???

Kay..If u have survived the puking...You'all will be reading dis...I plan to dye my hair..Like say maybe brown? I dunno..And I also want to pierce..Would be like so cooolll...And I'am slowly waiting for my stupid slow shit com to install Audi...Another 9 more hours...Just 9 more hours....Any play audi..add me...

Pandaryan!!!!!!

Tuesday, October 27, 2009






TMR FREEDOM...TYRANNYY IS DEAD...WOOOOOTS...10 HOUR LAN....LATE NIGHT HALLOWEEN PARTIESSSS....I swear...I will get a beetta pic of myself...I FCKIN SWEAR! I mean..its like keep da suspense larh...

Friday, October 23, 2009

Are you smarter than a RYAN?

Well I got back all my results and I must say it sucks core...Like really really bad...So lets see whether you are smarter than a Ryan

Maths-63
History-73
Chemistry-26 :(
Physics-33 :@
English-63
Literature-64
Biology-55 :D:D:D
Cheena-59 :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

I really can't believe that I passed Bio and Cheena...The impossible made possible...And I did not expect to flunk so horribly for Chemphys and Physics...Screw Acids and Electricity....Fck bring my overall to like a mere....

Overall-59

Wa kao...You see...so pathetic...So I contemplate the idea of changing to a shit ass louya pok ass school...Then you go there...you'll be worshipped like GOD...The principal will wash your feet...Clean your chair...Wipe your ass...And you can win scholarships of $200....And best of all...school fees are like 10 bucks? Comapred to 390 I pay in SJI...Hahaha...But this is only a stupid idea...But who knows...If some of my friends follow me...Bishan Park Secondary School...meet your new good...COugh*Cough* RYAN SEAH!!!!

RYAN SEAH FTW!!!

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

If you think today is bad

I really don't understand what is wrong with gals actually...Its like a whole new species...With no disrepect to women and girls...You all are just very hard to predict...One day you are caring...The next day you are bitching about the same person you cared for the day earlier...Why can't you be consistent...And the smallest...most smallest of things...You blow it up like Nagasaki and Hiroshima combined...And all the vulgarities start pouring in...And I am left...in one corner..wondering...what in the f-ing world did I do wrong?! I just don't understand...I wish it was simpler...Much simpler..but that is not the case...

The fact is a fact and the fact will not change to fiction this is because the fact is that it will always remain a fact...

I mean like after all the bullshit and lies I put up with you...All the feelings I had for you...I am left laughing at myself why I even cared for you in the first place...You are beautiful no doubt...But you are a bitch too..No doubt bout that too...I just can't believe I even sympathised with you...I must have been like the most stupid person on Earth...No wonder...

And 2day was like the most fucked up...most boring day in my entire life...Thinking that results will be handed back to us today...I happily went to school...But in the f-ing end..We had to attend three shit ass downright..upright boring briefings...The briefings were like linkless....From talking about humanities to lady gaga sining Paparazzi?? WTF??!! From talking about ACE camp to K1 son wanting a Facebook account?? DO I GIVE A F-ING DAMN?! I DO NOT GIVE A FCUKING SHIT!!! A COMPLETE WASTE OF 6 HRS OF MY LIFE!!!! FUCK IT!!!

And later...The class wanted to play soccer..But then...most of us Pang-sei us and left me,Russel,Leon and Keith...Leon was dam pissed...yeah and so were all of us...Exams over...time to party...all in the end pang-sei...Joke sia...So we went to Serene Centre...Go for Mac...And Keith ate dam slow...HAHA....Its like we all finish...and he still haven't even started eating his Big-Mac...haha slow sia...There at Mac...we started having a convo on who was the most innocent guy of all...Cough*Cough*...The most innocent guy is right here :D:D:D

Then parted ways and I went home to only zzzz....zzzzz...zzzz...for like 2 hours...then now I am still dam pissed with the DMCA ban on me or something...Make me cannot change font or colour...it is dam pissing...also make me unable to upload links...Dam pissing siol...If this ban don't lift...I really dk what to do...SCREW YOU BLOGGER...MAKE MY WORSE DAY WORSER...

Like the thais always do"JIA BA BING..BO TAI JI ZUO??"Man my hokkien/teochew really sucks..need improving...Ah Lians ah!!!!

Monday, October 19, 2009

One Last Goodbye

I kinda copied this song but ohwells

Girl..I never dreamt that just one single night
Would change the course of both our lifes
I just can't believe that it would end this way
I never thought that the last time I say goodbye
Would be the last time I saw your eyes
But now you are gone forever...
And I am left behind

Cause I really need you in my life
Now I am so confused and I wonder why
What can I do to make things right?
I wish I could tell you that I love you all the time
I wish I had One more Chance
I wish I could back the hands of time
Just a Stop and then rewind
Baby I just wish that I had one more try :(

Cause now I am lying here all night
With you on my mind
I just don't know what to do
All I know is that I need you in my life
I don't want to say this last goodbye
I don't want to let you go
Are you still thinking of me too??
I can still hear your heart beatin
And my mind is still racin
And my soul is still searchin
Baby I miss you that crazy!!

You're the greatest gift God sent from above
I'd treasure you with all my life
What I said are no white lies
Cause girl for you I lay down my life
Please just give me one more try?

Comment please thxq

WHAT TO DO?

I am at a friggin lost right now...What am I to do?? Do I go straight up tell her that I like her? Haiz..lost siol
My computer I swear needs repairing...My hair I swear needs a wig...My Lan Jiao I swear needs like painkillers..What a day huh?!

My hair I swear needs a wig...I can't go around Singapore having some shit ass Marine style haircut...Does not suit me...I ain't in the army...When cutting hair...there are many types of hairstylist you will encounter...I shall name afew

Type 1(The one that comes from Cheena)
Wah these people siol go there say...Aunty cut very very short...They repli you huh...And they think our cheena dam pro...Speak like 20 sentences of Cheena in 20 seconds? Then after that you go huh?! And just nod your head...
End result-Bad Hair Day

Type 2( Those that talk whole loads of crap while cutting your hair)
These types they spend more attention to a conversation than to their main job( which is to cut your hair) The talk alot of shit and are mostly random crap...Mainly about MRT...Than out of courtesy...you carry on the conversation...Then after the haircut...you seem impress...Mainly due to the courtesy...However you do not realise that most of your hair is still there!...SO in 1 week time you are back in the barber shop for another haircut
End Result-Scam

Type 3(The barber who falls in love with your hair)
These people cut more hair and keep them as souvenir...Need I say more?

But short hair=nice breeze when cycling :D
But Cycling 25km=Mega LAN JIAO ACHE
I need a rest so this shall be the end of my post...

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Actually I am very surprised that people do bother to come and read my boring blog...Don't you find it borting to read shit loads of crap? Isn't my blog very boring? It is like so plain and dull...and my postings all sucks...None of them even had pictures yet haha...

Well..never mind..I am glad to know that people actually do read my blog...And yesterday was a complete bore I must say...Had nothing to do except to play comp and x-box...And suddenly I feel bored from playing the same games over and over again...

However there is One game that I can never get bored of...And that is Call of Duty Modern Warfare ...Although its kinda old...It is still in my opinion the best game till Call Of Duty Modern Warfare 2 comes out...It really brings forth the chaos of modern warfare...As I am writting this...I am also playing CoD...hehe...More focused on the game though...

As most of my friends were all busy on Saturday...There was no Day 4 of partying...how sad:(...Then the worse thing was that I had to attend some birthday lunch thingy...I do not like celebrations...Especially get togethers..I find them very boring,redundant...Spending 2 hours sitting around the table and talking cock...Especially the adults...I admire their ability to talk crap and suddenly just randomly change the topic from out of nowhere...And to think that teens were random...

So after wasting a woeful 4 hours of my life at the birthday celebrations I finally got back home..Again did not know what to do...I did not want to start exercising yet...Cause I was kinda lazy..So again I went back to the comp..Using facebook and talking to anybody who was online...

Finally, received a message from Leon saying want to play pool...Immediately agreed...So at around 8 I met up with him and Andre for the 4th straight time..This time there were only three of us...So little people..Cause the rest all pang sei us..Especially Hua Chiat...Everyone we tried calling all did not want to go down as they were lazybums who have no life just sit in front of the com and mousehunt..Unlike me cause being scociable comes before mousehunting....

I never played pool before in my entire life...And seeing them play, i knew I was in for a butt wash...Unimaginably,out of the three games I played I won twice!!I am so proud of myself haha:P,I really did not know how I won twice...Beginner's luck perhaps?After an hour pool,went over to Home Team NS for bowling...Bloooody scam sia that place..$4.40 for 1 game...And during the game,most of my balls keep going to the gutter...And so did my $$..I mean $4.4o per game...SCAM MAN!!

Quickly chiong back home to catch Arsenal vs Birmingham...Veri elated that Arsenal totally pwnage Bir.City 3-1...Also happy that Chelsea and Liverpool lost...However facking Man Utd won...Shit them larh...Can they like get relegated and let Arsenal win the title this season..Huh?

And 2day is Sunday...Still having problems with my stomach...Refuse to take charcoal...I mean..Eww..disgusting taking charcoal...Yucks...!!! And if you need poisonous gas or anything...come to my toilet...It has plenty...Enough to create a stink bomb to stink America...Okay LMAO...I shall shut up for now and wait for East Coast Park Cycling on monday to get my ass outta my house agian..

Peace Out

Friday, October 16, 2009

Day 2 and 3

Sup holmies? After a long A.W.O.L from my blog...Wait actually it is considered not long at all....I shall finally post something NEW...Due to blogger banning me from uploading new songs due to copyright enfringement-Bullshit...And my stomach having major shit problems...I could not post anything until now...

Day 2 was a blast...After like spending 10 hours and 36 bucks out in town...I was dead beat...However I woke up at around 6.40 A.M. due to some stupid alarm in my head thinking that there was school...LMAO!! And so I went to com and just slacked till about 11.30 and headed down to TP to meet up with Andre,Leon and Eugene...

We were so dam friggin late...It was supposed to be 12pm at Jurong East Swimming Complex...Met up with Darius on the train and arrived at Chinese Gardens MRT at 12.30...Then at CG MRT,we had to wait for Leongster(Who actually was ahead of us...but got lost) So the 4 of us threw stones as we were bored....My gawd...LEON can throw the stones dam friggin far...I REALLY MEAN FAR...!! Darius throws stones up at the MRT track...WTF?!

Finally caught up with Leongster and went to J.E. Swimming Complex to meet up with da earli birds and the punctual people=2(Keith and TOfU) On the way..played with Darius's toy Dolphin again :D:D:D:D...can't wait for Eugene Wee to upload the vid)

Finally arrived at J.E. swimming complex...I did not know that it was the home of Albirex Nigata...(FOr those who don't it is a S-Leaugue Club) Met up with Keith and TOfU and went in...It is dam friggin cheap only 80 CENTS...80 CENTS!!! Suddenly most of us did not want to take off our shirt...I know I am fat...I have no 6-pak...I have 8-pak...ah!(Real No kid) Rented like 5 floats and became GERIMOH!(IDK whether I spelt that correctly...but heck)

The only thing that was a severe let-down was the water slides...I anticapted like something like Wild Wild Wet...However there were only like three slides...3...And I only did 1...Cause after that we decided to wait for the wave-pool to start...So played water-polo and basketball...The ball=Darius toy Dolphin...The net thing=Floats...However got bored...So we played piggyback war!!!=D=D=D...And finally the waves started...It lasted dam long and it was dam fun!!!...As I am a pathetic swimmer...I had to cling onto the float and it was dam dam dam tiring...LEI SI WO! After the wave thing....We thought it was like 4? And the skies were gonna pee...So decided that's that and call it a day...

However...After properly checking the time out...We realised it was only three..! And we thought it was 5...LMAO....So we decided to go for our lunch...(break)...There was KFC...at the same time...The skies started to pee...So we had to stay at KFC...there we played bridge...Andre is a pro at Bridge,while the rest of us sucks...Here are some examples...

Andre-Ryan: So what card you want to play?
Ryan-Andre: Ace of Spades...
Ryan:Eh..wait that is my trumph...Can Re-do?

Andre:No!!

As Bridge is an intellectual card game...I lost like shit...I did not even know what I was doing...I was just throwing out cards at random...Finally the rain stopped...And it was still very veri early..So decided to LAN agian :D:D...So went down to agian the same LAN shop and played the SAME games...The only difference? I pwned this time...Or so called pwned...15kills=quite good...got improvement narh=D

After LAN...as we were about to go home...Leon realised his wallet was missing...So all of us stayed back to help him find...It was a $90 wallet...so definitely he wanted it back desperately...However after searching for like 30mins...we still could not find it...And came to a final conclusion that someone must have stolen it...Actually the LAN shop owner was quite nice...He let us tear through the place trying to find the wallet...Other shops would even give a damn...So we all went home...kinda dissapointed that Leon lost his 90bucks wallet...And now day3 was a doubt...Just have to wait and see...


Day3

Again..due to the fackin stupid "NATURAL" alarm clock in my brains...I again woke up at around 7? We were supposed to go to Penin Plaza to shop...But after the wallet incident...it might be cancelled...Finally received a call from TOfU saying that to bring my X-box to his house...Then at around 10...Received news that Leon's wallet was FOUND!=D=D...It was found by some bus uncle at Clementi Interchange...All the $$$ inside=40 bucks was gone...So confirm it was stolen...Nan Guai at Lan cannot find...And then Penin was on again=D=D...but that also meant I had to carry a 3kg X-box in a sling bag and walk around Raffles..What?!

Down at Penin...It was my first time going there(Yes I know...I don't leave the house often) and it looked like the Sports shops at Queenstown...There the stuff all fake one...but look dam real...and dam dam cheap...1 bag = $9...Sadly enough...I only brought like 17 bucks...And I really wanted TO shop like shit( YES I DO SHOP! CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC)...I bought a bag and a black skinny bermudas =D==DD-D=D:D:D:D....But had to borrow loads of $$$$ later on...

Still owe WEE-$5
Still owe gerald-$6

Then had to carry the stupid X-box all the way to Telok blangah...dam far lorh..dam tiring also lorh...Finally found TofU's house and time to have some fun...But TOfU's fridge dam empty one...nothing much...Haiz...go stock up dude...I played mahjong there too...And it was like the third time in my life I played that game...I admit...I do not gamble much..I know I very guai...thank you very much...so>

Example 1
Ryan: What is Pong?
Andre:It is when you have two of the same thing and someone throw out the same tile and then you Pong
Ryan:Oh....

(Later)
Ryan:Pong!
Andre:No...that not Pong..that Qi...
Ryan:b-b-b-but just now you can eat the 5 and make 456 why I cannot
Andre:Qi is only for the person before you throw...then you can Qi...
Ryan:Oh...Then Qi!!!

Andre:The person BEFORE YOU LAH
Ryan:Oh...Pai Seh Pai Seh


That was how I sucked so bad...I did not even win a single game...As expected...and Monday gonna go Sammuel's house to play again..Haiz...gonaa suck so bad...Left TofU's house only at 8pm and by then many of us were dead cuase it was already so late...And three days of consecutive hardcore partying really made me tired...So on the MRT back home...Wa laos...So Squeezy...Singapore need BIGGER BIGGER trains...that for sure...Oh on the way back home...we started bitching about each others parents...LMAO...Then realised that-All our parents have the same attitude...Reached TP and went to Toast Box for $2 Chicken Rice..And that was where I got my terrible stomach ache from....

Okay...now I really need to shit agian...So Peace Out...Ouch...Ouch Ouch

Thursday, October 15, 2009

why?

You told me you had to go
You ignore me like a stranger
What am I in your eyes?

A friend? Someone you can count on?
Or just some irritating bastard=(

Girl it breaks my heart
To see you go
I don't wanna be left alone...
You are all that I am hear for
When you needed me...

I was there...I was waiting
Now when I need you the most?
Where are you?

My heart yearns...
My soul searches...
The answers cannot be found...
You hold the key...
Now you just want to give it up?

I am not angry at you...
But why are you mad at me?

You said you're not
But too many lies came out
I aint a fool
You treat me like one

I aint mad at you for doing so
I am willing to forgive...

I am willing to show you love
I am willing to give you love

But are you?


PARTY DAY 2 =D? Well actually it ain't...sad enough...But we did party..I enjoyed it..but there was just this something in me worrying about other stuff that prevented me from enjoying myself...this weird thing...

Love..just what is it..I will never know...Lots of people tell me that it ain't important to get a girlfriend..I know...I ain't doing this cause it is cool..I am doing this is because of my feelings...But why do I always show my feelings to the wrong person or in the wrong way? WHY? I am lousy at communication...I know..
That is why I needed you...
I thought you understood me..
I thought you know my problems...
I shared with you everything...
You shared with me yours...
You said we could be the best of friends
I was in cloud nine...
Then I did not know when this happen
It was proberbly on a tuesday night
You got mad at me
I did not know what to do
I threw in the towel..Hoping that you would chill
A day later
I tried communicating with you
Calls,text,Messenger and Blog
You did not reply
I told you I was sorry
Hoping our friendship would renew
You finally did reply the next day
Only to delete my next 3 consecutive blogposts
Now again you ignore...
What am I to do
Sit infront hoping for reply
I want the old days back
This is something that I do not want to last forever
I hope you understand me
I hope...But hope is frail
So here are 2 songs to tell you how I feel right now...
http://www.mediafire.com/?tnk1tyggdjw ( Afraid to love~Brutha)
I took a quote from you "You do not have to show the world that you are crying..."So down I go on my knees...begging for the renewal of our friendship...I'd do anything...Just don't treat me like another piece of shit...It is all I wanted...Nothing more...
I aint in a mood to go on typing anymore...Really feel like crying...escaping from reality...But that won't make things better...I just have to suffer...It is a fact...Facts dun change...Facts dun lie...Will I even make it for Day 3..? I don't know...I am really in a loss of mood...I am really down in the dumps...I really________You should know...
I hope...
Hope
Is
Frail
.
.
.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

PARTY TIME

First things first...BOOYEAH..THE EXAMS ARE OVER...OVER!!!!

Bio killed me...I did not know how to do the whole paper....I just guessed through it...Well hope it works...*FINGERS CROSSED*...And I was lucky to pwn the MOE field testing crap...Yes from what I was told...I must be one hell of a lucky guy..Thank God...

Went to play basketball...I must say I have deproved like hell...I can't make a single 3-pointer...that was HOW BAD my game was...My favourite top of the key jump shots keep bouncing off the backboard...Layups were always off...dribbles I could not piece together...Worse of all...My defense has dropped trumendously...I did not get a single rejection and my D against the jump shooters was horrible...Arhh...but I can live with this...It is only a minor setback...Now time to hit the courts and do some mega drills!

After the b-ball...Went to Serene Centre for Mac...I walked there barefooted...Literally...Cuase my shoe and ankle-socks were so wet from b-ball...It felt so mega uncomfortable that I took them off and decided to walk the whole journey there BAREFOOTED...luckily I did not get any blisters...And lots of people must be looking at me wondering why am I walking around Singapore barefooted...But soon...bare feet should be the cool..Imagine people walking everywhere without shoes...sandals..and instead dust is what protects their feet...Sounds cool?! Just wait...

After Mac...went to Home Team NS to bowl...20 of us...HAHA...took up 5 lanes...cool....My first game I scored a 86...then dropped to a pathetic 66...then...tried bowling while listening to Ipod...AND It works WONDERS!! I scored 119!! Highest in my bowling life!! Was damn high...Also saw many weird styles of bowling...Imagine rolling the ball through your legs...not facing the pins and getting a strike...WHAT?! Think that was wack? How bout this...Sit down at the start of the lane...and just push the ball...oh and watch the ball roll slowly smashing down the pins and get a STRIKE?! WHAT!???! Then...the ultimate...sit at the name machine thingy there...and just throw the ball forward...And get another STRIKE...WHAT?!!!!? Practically shouted throughout the whole bowling thing...got a horrible sore throat after that...but it was all worth while!

After bowling...had some debate on what to do next...Finally settled on going for a movie and leave LAN to another day...Watched some show called Cloudy and some Meatball thingy...weird title so I did not bother to remember...The show was okay...nothing stood out...quite predictable...but it was funny...and it left an impression on me...Somewhere out there...there is always gonna be someone having rougher times than you...Imagine geeks and rejects...do not want to be in their shoes...but somehow that movie made me kinda feel for them...Should have watched Jennifer's body...what a waste...haiz...never mind...there is always like 60 days to choose from...HAHA!

Then somehow...after the movie...we had time to LAN?! 6.30 is still considered early to 212...haha...from dhoby went to Cathy...along the way...played some kinda rughby with Darius's toy dolphin...we were all high...try to fake a wall?! HAHA! But Cathy kicked us out cause we were in school-u...Nonsense..I was in half-u....So off we went to some random place...I don't know where but somewhere near Seligi...I guess...There...had a ball of a time...First CounterStrike...I sucked at that game...But after awhile got used to it and I could become like top killa...not bad for noob...Then we tried to play L4D...but problems with server prevented us from doing so....So off to RED ALERT 3...That was my fortae...RTS...I was the first person sending out units attadcking peoples bases...Haha...Fastest...but could not finish the game cause...(to save their faces) they wanted to play COD4...and again I sucked core...I really don't play that much FPS...so again I got pwned...and by the end...got the hang of it...so...If we wana LAN again...which most proberbly be tmr...HA...watch out...=D

HahA and I cannot believe I had talked so much crap...And tmr...swimming at Jurong East...Sounds nice...Can't wait...Boy when 212 party...they really party...C'mon man...the night is still young!!

PEACE OUT

Monday, October 12, 2009

2

Well...in life there are many things that are like in pairs...Hands,Parents,Ears,Eyes...blah blah blah...It takes another person to share what's inside me...Just that the right person has not shown up...Another thing is 2 MORE PAPERS...2 MORE DAYS!!! See...2 is a very important number...well...why the heck am I talking about the number 2...Okay...my favourite number is not NOT 2...it is 23...

23 is the number of Greatness...(Kinda sick of black so I changed to some random colour)...Why 23 is the number of greatness? Lebron wears 23...Michael Jordan wears 23...Arshavin wears 23...and my index number is 23 :D

Okay...Enuf crap of numbers and greatness...Arghhh dam...And typing this made me miss sounding the hunter's horn...WTF...LOL....to show the world how no-life,lame and pathetic I can be...

I sounded the hunters horn and was succesful in my hunt! I caught a 7oz Bat mouse from the mosouleum worth 3699 points and 3005 gold...LOL!!

That was friggin retarded...no other word to describe it...Mousehunt is for no-lifers...I mean who goes around...a fake mousey world catching mice?! Like WTF?! NO~LIFE!! yet I still play...HAHA...

Okay I shall force myself to stop posting stuff for 2day...so that anyone who reads this would get would not get randomsitis...It is a proven disease okay...Wiki it out...Lol...Random again!!!...


PEACE OUT!

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Sunrise...

Actually I find it amazing that I'am still actively updating my blog so...this is like the longest time I have been blogging...and this blog is definitely the best I've created so far...Although it still sucks crap though...I will improve...Well hope to improve...So wish me luck that I would continue blogging and not just randomly stop...Like last time:D

I dont know how I managed to sleep at 1 a.m. and still wake up at 4a.m. Just so unlike me...my whole body system is changing...proberbly due to puberty Idk...but I know 1 thing is for certain I must A.S.A.P....HIT THE GYM...growing FAT!!!

I still did not know why I actually bothered to stay up till 1?...Possibly due to the fact that Arshavin was playing and yet Russia still lost to Germany 1-0...Like WTF?! Germany was down to 10-men...Possibly another reason is _____________________________________...You go figure out yourself..If you are Uber smart....Oh and thanks@ Seth for da football newsfeed...Tech world is dam screwed up!

1)My remote controller can't on my T.V.
2)My firewall crashes suddenly and randomly...forcing me to re-boot my com which can gets dam fcking irritating
3)Last night's match had alot ALOT of transmission problems...

Man...and now dad is pissed...boi so gonna get screwed later on...Anyway...mugging biology can be the greatest misery in LIFE...!! I SWEAR!!! So while I was bored, I wrote something....

My Baby Boo
The day when you walked into my life
I felt all different inside...
Everytime I see you...I'd get butterflies
Day and night...
You are on mind...
And I can't get you out no matter how I try

You're like the moon in the night
You shine brighter that stars at night
I just want to hold you tight
Never letting you go
Cause I won't know what to do

If you go...:(

Baby...my love for you is true <3
I won't cheat and I won't lie
Cause for you I'd give up my life <3<3<3


Well hopefully I will get to meet a girl that I would be able to say this too...Please comment...2day's basketball match was awesxomeszxc...Carmelo Anthony totally pwned the Pacers with 45 POINTS...LIKE WTF?! Then headed straight back to da books...still nothing goin thru to the brains though...arghhh...Bio sucks....I need something to keep me awake now...Say coke?B&J!!!!!!!!

Peace Out...Will be heading to the fridge and I won't be coming back...3days more...c'mon!!!

Boy Groups

Well here are some more songs..requested by Shirlyn though..haha

1)http://www.mediafire.com/?izzj20e0qnm (V-Factory~I can change)

2)http://www.mediafire.com/?yidml0yammj (V-Factory~Can't get enough)

3)http://www.mediafire.com/?yidml0yammj (V-Factory~Lights,Camera,Action!)

4)http://www.mediafire.com/?yidml0yammj (Varsity-All of me)

Notice all start with V...Guess boy groups like V

Friday, October 9, 2009

Links for some really pwnage songs
Check it out!!

1)http://www.mediafire.com/?mjuwtmd0mxd (Brutha~Be with you) Really nice songs with very nice nice intro...this is a must have...I've got more songs from them which will be uploaded soon...

2)http://www.mediafire.com/?mjuwtmd0mxd (Deepside~Don't tell me it's over) Awesome songs...the chorus especially is awesome...It really brings back some memories...

3)http://www.mediafire.com/?mjuwtmd0mxd (Deepside~What I need) What else can I say? If you like the first one..then this is a MUST HAVE!

4)http://www.mediafire.com/?mjuwtmd0mxd (Adrian-I need you) Another song with a great chorus...Catchy...Cant stop singing it in the showers!!

5)http://www.mediafire.com/?mjuwtmd0mxd (Ne-yo-Together) If you're a mad Ne-yo fan...then you gotta get this song...It is not released on air in Singapore...so hush hsuh!

6)http://www.mediafire.com/?mjuwtmd0mxd (Q~What's Love Like) My favourite song...I've listened to it like 300 times already...no kid...just check my itunes...You have to get this song!!

7)http://www.mediafire.com/?mjuwtmd0mxd (Rene ft Chris~I can be) I just recently got this song and I immediately fall in love with it...Go GET!

Xams...3 more days to Paradise

Oh man...i am soooo gonnna fail my chem paper...and worse things are to follow...BIOLOGY really cannot get any more worse...You don't have to know how much I suck in Biology...just ask: Mr.Chan, Mum, Bio textbook and some friends who taught me Bio and you will know how i suck so badly

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y2UF2juga60 MUST WATCH!!! MUST WATCH!!! MUST WATCH!!!!

Okay...Watch the video but turn the audio off...as HELLO?! GWEN STEFANI and LEBRON JAMES do NOT mix well TOGETHER....really...other than that screw up....This is a must watch video....Even if you hate basketball...just watch...Cause Lebron James=Greatness=23=Ryan :D

And LeBron will always be number 1. Just because Kobe won four rings does not mean that he is better than Lebron...Just because LeBron may be alittle bit more showoff and arrogant and hyped...does not make Kobe a better player...Look at talent wise...It is Lebron...Kobe cannot stand a chance against Lebron( except fan-base)...LeBron brings a whole new dimension to the game of Basketball...Nobody combines supreme offense with perfect(STRESS on the word perfect) defense...NOBODY...The only person who can take on LeBron in my opinion is Michael Jordan...Jordan is a Legend...He is like the God of basketball...He and only he can stand up and take away the number 1. position away from Lebron...However he is retired...so SAD!!!...But there is always LeBron...And he is always = GREATNESS!!!

Okay after alotta crap talk about basketball...and head pain from mugging bio....I shall decide to take a break...look at the scenary...and slack...Yeah...slack...sounds good...LOL...randomness of me coming into play right now...LAME!!....Sorry but bear with the random shit I am gonna type out now...I realised that I need to stock up on my snack-bar...Supplies are running low...Down to no ice-cream...WHAT?!...no coke...WTF??!!...and last few packs of skittles...HOLY SHIT???!! How am I gonna MUG?! ESPECIALLY BIO!!!!!

Anyway...paradise is only three papers away...so just hang tough for now...And after that...PARTY...ARCADE...LAN...FOOTBALL...BASKETBALL...oh yeah...cant wait till heaven rains showers on me! But for now...It is gonna be head pain...headache...sore throat and constant shivers...3 papers...5 days....7200 minutes( I think)...432000 seconds( I think)

Oh and I would be uploading songs soon...These songs are frigging awesome...so just hang on!

Saturday, October 3, 2009

My Jay Sean Download Pack

Click the following to links to download the songs kays...

The songs are friggin awesome...I swear...Unless you dun like RnB that is...
But come on...It the new cool rite?? RIGHT?!

HAHA KAYS...HERE ARE THE LINKS...tell me if they are are not working

http://www.mediafire.com/?zndnizoytjm( Jay Sean~I'm Gone)

http://www.mediafire.com/?4jhizdnitnd( Jay Sean~You are the one)

http://www.mediafire.com/?zqnlkioxtng( Jay Sean~He can't love you)

http://www.mediafire.com/?qijmu2whcvz( Jay Sean~Cry)

http://www.mediafire.com/?d2diekwziij( Jay Sean~ Used to Love her)

http://www.mediafire.com/?myijjgj0zzl( Jay Sean feat Lil Wayne~ Down) AWESOMENESS!!


Try these songs out...There will be more coming

I hope this works

Okay...this is my third or fourth time blogging...
Until now...I am still such a noob....
I really hope this time it will really work out for

WISH ME LUCK :D