PARTY DAY 2 =D? Well actually it ain't...sad enough...But we did party..I enjoyed it..but there was just this something in me worrying about other stuff that prevented me from enjoying myself...this weird thing...

Love..just what is it..I will never know...Lots of people tell me that it ain't important to get a girlfriend..I know...I ain't doing this cause it is cool..I am doing this is because of my feelings...But why do I always show my feelings to the wrong person or in the wrong way? WHY? I am lousy at communication...I know..

That is why I needed you...

I thought you understood me..

I thought you know my problems...

I shared with you everything...

You shared with me yours...

You said we could be the best of friends

I was in cloud nine...

Then I did not know when this happen

It was proberbly on a tuesday night

You got mad at me
I did not know what to do
I threw in the towel..Hoping that you would chill
A day later
I tried communicating with you
Calls,text,Messenger and Blog
You did not reply

I told you I was sorry
Hoping our friendship would renew
You finally did reply the next day
Only to delete my next 3 consecutive blogposts
Now again you ignore...

What am I to do

Sit infront hoping for reply
I want the old days back
This is something that I do not want to last forever

I hope you understand me
I hope...But hope is frail

So here are 2 songs to tell you how I feel right now...

http://www.mediafire.com/?tnk1tyggdjw ( Afraid to love~Brutha)

http://www.mediafire.com/?mdymfwynzjw( Miss you~4Tunes)

I took a quote from you "You do not have to show the world that you are crying..."So down I go on my knees...begging for the renewal of our friendship...I'd do anything...Just don't treat me like another piece of shit...It is all I wanted...Nothing more...

I aint in a mood to go on typing anymore...Really feel like crying...escaping from reality...But that won't make things better...I just have to suffer...It is a fact...Facts dun change...Facts dun lie...Will I even make it for Day 3..? I don't know...I am really in a loss of mood...I am really down in the dumps...I really________You should know...

I hope...
Hope
Is
Frail
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