Can you hear me cry?

Can you hear me cry?


I am only human...I only occasionally have emotional breakdowns..
It is only normal right?? But inside...I feel like I am going crazy...
This infatuation thing...Its gone way too far...
My mind just refuses to accept the fact that 19-year olds pop stars will refuse to date 14 year-old schoolboys
It keeps thinking of some miracle...A Cinderella Love story? Romeo and Juliet?
Hell...This is the real world...There are no such things...no such fairy-tales...
No such Fantasies...But...I can’t accept...I just can’t...WHY?! I DUN FUCKING NOE...
My life’s in the dumps..Why must it be like this? Why...? Why must she come into my life?
Why has she made such a huge influence on me?
Why can’t I just give up...


It just seems impossible
That we would end up as one
We come from two separate worlds
But still...My heart has to let you know...
The moment I first glance upon you
I could not take my eyes of you
You’re just oh so chio
I just can’t find words to describe you
I was at a lost for words
I was stuck like a statue
Your eyes beamed a sparkling light blue
Your smile brightens up my world

Your voice oh so heavenly
Your figure oh so perfect
I was never so in love
You got me taken aback...

The media attracted to you
Your face in every mag after photoshoots...
You appear as guest on talk shows
And even host your own...

You’re always cheerful
Your facial expressions so dam funny
Always never failing to carry a smile
You send my blues away

God has truly blessed you...
And I am so happy for you
Your songs, dance, jokes everything
I cherish every moment I see you

But I do know...
That I ain’t the only guy in this world
I am just your average joe
I just don’t see what I can offer you...

I would give up everything for you
I would do anything for you
I just wish I could see you for real....
But I know...That’s a dream that will never come true...

I am just a little kid
Caught up in such a huge world...
You will never notice me
My cries too soft for you

My heart breaks...
When I ask myself why?
Why? I don’t stand a chance...
Why? I just can’t be your man
My tears freely run down
Why can’t I be with you
Love is unfair....
That is all I know

But still...my love for you will never fade...
I will keep on loving you
Until the day you tell me “No”
Until that day
You’re the only girl in my heart
You’re the only girl I think of
I just hope...
I would just get to see/know you...
But I know hope is frail...
But I will for3va love you...
H3ARTS...